When the Student is Ready

So many times I look up at the sky and say 'thank you'! I haven't always felt this lucky... Not at all.

For decades I used to wonder why it was all so hard, why the dollars were so sparse and why happiness kept eluding me. Depression creeping in like the rolling in of clouds casting shadows from the sun. Breakdowns, a common occurrence.

I used to sit and daydream about a joyous, happy and fulfilling life always looking on the outside wondering how to 'get there', wherever 'there' was.

My mind was filled with doubts, worries and a glass half empty approach to life. I'd be opinionated, judgmental and could hold a grudge, for what seems like 'forever'. I consistently felt not good enough, not smart enough or not pretty enough.

Being a stay at home mum Oprah kept me company at 1pm on weekdays while the kids were at school. I'd sit on my lounge in anticipation of what I was going to learn today putting all my chors on hold to be enthrawled, enlightened and engrossed by her new thought guests, the shape shifters like Louise Hay, Eckhart Tolle, Marianne Williamson, Cheryl Richardson, Dr. John Gray, Gary Zuckav and so many more.

Mind mind started to expand and my heart became curious. I'd sit on the edge of my seat when these special guests appeared on her show feeling disappointed when the show was about Oprahs Favourite Things or seeming meaningless other topics that didn't address my lack of worthiness.

I became hungry. Hungry for information. Hungry for fulfillment. Hungry for a way out of my lostness. What was this about? What were these new concepts of thoughts or beliefs I had not heard of before?

As I my mind expanded so did my concept and belief of myself.

This was the turning point for a life long search for meaning and fulfillment which I live and embrace today.

I see life as a gift rather than a burden. I see beauty in everything as the tapestry of divinity woven within our reality. I enjoy an inner peace that is so fulfilling and so engrossing. I live a life of abundance with very little want for I know that I can have anything I desire. It is just a thought away.

On a daily basis, this is what I do...

I discipline my thoughts.
I meditate. 
I continue to expand my mind with inspiring information.
I learn.
I grow.
I teach others to do the same.
I love and laugh.
I practice stillness.
I believe.
I see the reality I wish to live.

It has taken me decades to gather all of this information but moments to practice them.

I know peace, worthiness, love, abundance and connection like I have never known.

If you have a desire to know these things too, then message me and we can have a chat. Maybe I can help.

When the student is ready, the teacher will appear.

Anna x